Thursday, March 09, 2006
Okay I have so much to talk about today...Well firstly I wanna say that just when I thought Fountainhead was taking a turn for the worse it turned into a love story. And I'm a sap for love stories. Though I was a little disturbed by the way this love story began...Two very confident, yet strange, dominant and peculiarly intelligent people start lusting over each other and this overwhelming lust is then quenched by rape. Huh?!! This here Dominique character loves Roark but hates him at the same time she wants him to jump her bones but then she fights him when he tries to get some. And after it is all said and done she lies all bruised up on the bathroom floor-but she loved it, so she doesn't take a bath. I don't know is that supposed to be hot? sexy? maybe to some. I know sometimes I get into the rough stuff-but rape? isn't that a bit extreme?
Ok so nexties...I figured out (all by myself-by way of talking too much and rambling on to a friend of mine) that I am bad at getting my point across in a clear and concise way whether I'm writing or talking, and when I am having a conversation I jump from topic to topic like crazy, even when I'm telling a story. I think I'm a little nutso. Anyhow I spoke with a shrink today and after our session I felt very exhausted, uneasy and nervous all at the same time. Makes you say hmmmm...right? Well I'm supposed to be seeing her again next week. A friend of mine said that she'll probably tell me I have ADD and then I'll be able to get more money for school-sounds good to me.
And finally I figured out my motto for 2006. So for the past, let's say 3-4 years my motto has been "GET IT TOGETHER" (hence the GETIT2G theme that I chose for this blog) And I've just been thinking lately, especially since the new year, that I need to move beyond this idea of getting it together because I sort of feel like I did a good job of getting into grad school and just making the transition into adulthood, womanhood and all the other hoods that matter. Then I thought well if I "got it together" why am I such a mess. And then it came to me, I have goals, ambition and the blueprints to achieve them but I just haven't been as serious as I should be. So that's my motto-"GET SERIOUS." How 'bout that?!
Ok so nexties...I figured out (all by myself-by way of talking too much and rambling on to a friend of mine) that I am bad at getting my point across in a clear and concise way whether I'm writing or talking, and when I am having a conversation I jump from topic to topic like crazy, even when I'm telling a story. I think I'm a little nutso. Anyhow I spoke with a shrink today and after our session I felt very exhausted, uneasy and nervous all at the same time. Makes you say hmmmm...right? Well I'm supposed to be seeing her again next week. A friend of mine said that she'll probably tell me I have ADD and then I'll be able to get more money for school-sounds good to me.
And finally I figured out my motto for 2006. So for the past, let's say 3-4 years my motto has been "GET IT TOGETHER" (hence the GETIT2G theme that I chose for this blog) And I've just been thinking lately, especially since the new year, that I need to move beyond this idea of getting it together because I sort of feel like I did a good job of getting into grad school and just making the transition into adulthood, womanhood and all the other hoods that matter. Then I thought well if I "got it together" why am I such a mess. And then it came to me, I have goals, ambition and the blueprints to achieve them but I just haven't been as serious as I should be. So that's my motto-"GET SERIOUS." How 'bout that?!
